Rant
So I can’t sleep. Are we at all surprised?
I’m feeling a little bit not like myself. I’ve been upset the last few days with hubby going away again. I had this awful feeling something bad was going to happen to him while he was away. I’ve cried myself to sleep the last two nights. I kept seeing images of his car all mangled in a car accident, having to tell everyone something had happened.
To add to all this,I’m feeling a little unloved. Hubby came home and I’ve felt a little ignored all evening. He played some stupid game all evening and barely spoke to me. Didn’t turn the game off when I asked him to and then spent 10 mins outside talking to his dad (more time than he’d spent talking to me since he got home). I just feel like I don’t matter I guess. Apparently some stupid game is more important.
You know what, that isn’t good enough, especially with how I’ve been feeling. I have been in tears stressing about something happening, and he comes home, barely acknowledges it, then spends all his fucking time on some stupid game.