Archive for April, 2009

I think I’m going nuts

I haven’t been very well the past week. Friday I freaked out and my mum had to come and get me to take me to the doctors.  I got my meds increased to 1 and a half pills a day.  Friday night I kept R up til 5am because I decided that I wanted to […]

Bad night

So I’m having a bit of a bad night tonight.  I feel sad and lonely and like i want to just run away.  I felt like this last night too.  I woke up at about 1am and decided that I was going to go lie on the couch by myself because I wanted to be […]

Bad thoughts…

So I didn’t really want to put this in the same post as my last one.  It’s related but not. So as I was thinking about starting this blog, I was also thinking about the bad thoughts I have every now and then.  Its things like, ‘…I’m at this red light, I wonder what would […]

To begin with…

I doubt anyone will read this, but here’s going… My name is Charlotte.  I’m 23, living in NZ, studying and working, and living with my fiance R. So I was sitting here tonight by myself (cos R is already in bed) and I started thinking about things.  You know how it is, its quiet, and […]