Still crazy
So I’m still crazy. Which probably isn’t a good thing.
I haven’t been at work all work. I went in on Wednesday for 20 mins and had to go home cos I got upset. Didn’t go in on Thursday. Then this morning (being Saturday) I went in for 3 hours and had to come home cos I had a panic attack.
Why am I feeling like this? Short answer: wouldn’t have a fucking clue.
I’ve been trying to think why I feel like this. What started everything off. I guess it could have been the really shitty boyfriends that I had. I’ve been out with guys that really made me feel crap. One even called me ‘Thunder Thighs’ when I was a tiny size 8. Others have just played mind games. I’m not sure that is everything tho. I think I’m just crazy.