Sad
I just feel sad, there’s no other way around it. I feel like my friends have abandoned me and that I haven’t anyone but R and my mum to rely on.
I’ve tried making new friends and keeping in touch with my existing, but noone is interested. I don’t know what is so wrong with me that noone wants to be my friend.
I feel pathetic and unloved, and so very very sad. I am trying not to cry and trying to make out to R that everything is ok. I don’t think he believes me.