I am trying hard not to cry and to keep how I feel hidden so R doesn’t worry, but I think he knows. I’ve barely spoken all day, and I’m sure he noticed I didn’t come to bed until about 5am. Even though I have R at my side and with me alot of the […]
Time: 3.30am Yes I am back to posting at ungodly hours. I can’t sleep again even though I’m exhausted and feel dead on my feet. I think I’m getting sick again. I can’t sleep, I want to cry all the time and I feel like I’m facing everything on my own. I feel like noone […]
So it has been a while since I made a post. I kinda forgot about this, but have decided now to start posting again. The updates since last time are: I quit my job. Probably was one of the best things I could have done. By staying there I was just getting sicker and sicker, […]